Poetry...

Sigh...so many homeworks, projects and other things have been loading me lately that I couldn't find time to even update this stupid blog of mine, or even finish Part I of my so-called novella...*sigh* I've got the Poetry to think about, a PowerPoint Presentation to start, a "ceramics" whatever to start myself and articles to write for the school paper! And that's not all, I've got to summaries two histories (one of Plutarch and one by can't-remember-who)...why is it that the last quarter always, ALWAYS is the hardest???????????

Can anyone just tell me why?????????

Oh Romeo! Romeo!

Reported this morning all about the "star-crossed lovers", Romeo and Juliet. Hehehe...anyways, nothing really good and juicy to relate, so I'll just leave it there.

Saw Fumoffu once again. Hehe...Am I addicted or addicted??? I love the way Kaname and Sousuke just...well...blend together perfectly. Then there's Captain Tessa (argh...taking away Sousuke from Kaname!!!). Anyways, the FMP?F is really a great anime.

And guess what? I passed!!!! I passed!!!

Oh, I didn't tell you about it...hehehe... well, I tried out for a beta-reader at Perfect Imagination. I was kinda nervous and embarrassed about the beta test, to tell you the truth. But I passed!!! I am now officially a beta reader at Perfect Imagination! Suppose I apply for any other site as a beta, do you think I'll pass? I hope so! (Btw, a Beta Reader is somewhat like an editor for a school paper or something--on who has the job of making sure the grammar is correct, so on and so forth...just like that. I am SO happy!

Um...I just can't stop myself from doing this...

Oh Romeo! Romeo!
Wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name
Or if thou wilt not,
be but sworn my love and I'll no longer be a Capulet.

Shall I hear more or shall I speak at this?

'Tis but thy name that is my enemy!
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague,
What's a Montague?
It is nor hand, nor foot,
nor arm, nor face;
Nor any other part belonging to a man,
Oh be some other name!
What's in a name?
That which we call a rose by any other word would smell as sweet
So Romeo would were he not Romeo called,
retain that dear perfection which he owes without that title.
Oh Romeo, doff thy name
and for thy name, which is no part of thee,
take all myself.

I take thee at thy word!
Call me but love and I'll be new baptized,
henceforth I never will be Romeo!

~The Famous Balcony Scene, Romeo and Juliet

Full Metal Panic!

I am a certified anime addict once more -- maybe because of the influence of my two friends...but whatever. I didn't stop being an anime otaku, anyways.

My one love right now is the anime entitled Full Metal Panic! Well...actually, the one I love is its second installment, Full Metal Panic? Fumoffu (Full Metal Panic! 2). It's actually cuter than the first one. I could say that FMP! was really brutal and focused more on battles and about the Whispered Ones, but FMP!2 is more comedic, and it's actually not a series-type; more like an episode per episode basis of story. I like how FMP!2 focused more on Sousuke's and Kaname's feelings rather than the battle itself. :) I really like Bonta-kun!!! hihihi...

Whew!!!

Thank goodness everything is finished now!!! Whew! I am so lucky...:)

Went to my friend's house. Ate twice, watched Sugar and Spice (erm...where the heck have I watched that before??? I can't remember...)...um...missed Sugar (horribly).

I am now here in front of the monitor of the computer, staring intently whilst typing fast. I don't know exactly what to type...my mind is actually blank, for some reason I do not know...

I guess I don't have anything good to write about now...

I'll just...update this blog when I have something good to type about...

Again and Again

Okay, now here's a major problem:

I was picked to be the Chem teacher for two days.

Imagine.

And I was one of those honor students who got a really low grade in Chem.

It's a good idea to be a teacher, but NOT a good idea to be a teacher of a subject you're not good at.

*sigh*

What am I going to do?!

And...

What am I going to wear?!

Of 21s, hatred and utter disappointment

(Written earlier this day at school)

I'm super-duper irritated.

Right now, everyone's just so smart that I feel so dumb about myself. Dumb. Yeah, like Patrick in Spongebob Squarepants.

And you know what?

I utterly hate feeling like this.

See, I'm not surprised if someone like him will top me. I mean, yeah, he's smarter than I am. Of course I feel so much irritated about it, but not that much.

Right before lunch I feel like I accomplished something. Why? Because I had good results from my previous tests--meaning almost reaching my standards. But then Chemistry came and ruined my day.

I got 21 mistakes in Chemistry.

Of course, when the exam's more than 100 points (like English), it wouldn't be much of a big deal. But no, the exam only contained 75 points, which meant I only got 54 correct! What's more, almost everyone got a better score than I did! Course I'm exaggerating here, but ignore that.

I just hate it when this happens.

Not that I hate getting low grades--it's actually okay for me. But what I hate most is the fact that when I get a low grade, people (like my family) almost always get disappointed, like I'm a disgrace. Then they all ask me, "What happened?"

I hate that.

And then HE comes bumping out and almost FLIRTING with my friend. Huh?! Since when did that happen? He was almost FLIRTING with HER!!!

I hate the jealousy feeling in the pit of my stomach when that happens.

Totally hate it.

How cruel could this day be?

Edited: I'm kind of embarassed by the way I wrote this. Nevertheless, this is the way I thought it was before, so I wouldn't change a word in this post. Although I feel that I was very childish when I posted this...*sigh* Now I feel kind of humiliated. :)

Nothing new...

Just remembered to tell you: my articles for our school paper were all published! Yeah! I am so happy right now I could fly!!! Woohoo!

On a lighter note, we just finished our exams, which meant a whole week without any worries. Oh, but I still do have my worries. I mean, I still am not picked as a teacher. What in the world am I supposed to do??!? *sigh* I want to be teacher so badly...cause you see, when you get picked as a teacher for the students' week, then you'll be excused from doing all the assignments and/or quizzes and such!!! That'll be so much fun! I'm hoping I'll get picked in Chemistry so I'll be teaching only our class...

I can only hope.