Official

CLOSED.
If you want to know the ongoings in my life, please go to my LiveJournal: http://www.livejournal.com/~ice_cobalt

Thanks

I guess now I really have to close this blog down. I can't update it now, I keep on going to my LiveJournal account. So yeah.

If you want to know the ongoings in my life, well then proceed to my LJ account, you're more than free to do so.

I'll keep this blog open so I can view the memories here. :)

GoF updates, Scarred and such

I went to several Harry Potter sites just this moment, and boy, oh boy, Warner Brothers is starting to flood the internet with new Goblet of Fire pictures. I'll be downloading those pictures once I transfer to my own computer since right now, I'm using my sister's notebook.

Oh, and at long last, I updated Scarred! Yahoo! It's been so long...I got quite tired of updating and such, but right now that's all I ever want to do. Perhaps this is a calling that I want to be a web designer in the future, who knows. But it is an interesting job, you know, what with my...erm, experience in HTML. I'm still trying to figure out PHP and the LJ lingo. Hmm...those lastns and such make me really irritated.

Anyways, had a talk with you-know-who just a few hours ago. So...yeah. It's nice to talk to him and whatnot. But I just wish it could've been sugar, you know. Here I am, still pining stupidly for that guy. But ah well. As the song says, 'You can't lose what you never had.' Then here's you-know-who. Well...alright, I did like him before, yes, I admit, but...I don't anymore, I guess. So...I don't get all tingly whenever he calls anymore. Nothing. But with sugar, it's different. Just seeing him smile down the corridors is enough to make my day. That's all I'll be needing.

Waiting for...

Got this from ani's LJ, so yeah. Just updating. And yeah, I've been keeping this blog for a year now. Nyahaha...

To The Ladies

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and
says, "...that's her."


To the guys

Find a girl who calls you baby faced instead of hot or sexy,
who can't stand it when you hang up on her and calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most.

Who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes
and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,
wants to be with you in public,
even if you wear those old grass stained and ripped pants
with the bleached jersey like always.

Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy,
who makes you smile just by knowing she loves you back.

Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public
and she still is in view of her friends,
while she gets off and you hear her go:
"..you're the one for me, for always."

Blogging

I haven't been blogging that much for the past few days, I noticed. So right now I'm trying to get back on track by making a new manip for my dear ol' blog, and a new wallpaper. Oh, and yeah. If you like the image at the top and would like to use it, feel free to click the image below to get the blank version of it (blank means that there are no brush strokes, no 'dorkidity files'. Just plain ol' Harry (grayscale).





That's all for today. =)

Blogger and LJ

Hmm...I'm thinking about LJ so much these days. It's really nice, now that I know what error I've made. Nyaha. But...well, this blog of mine has somewhat been attached to me ever since. I mean, come on, a year of endless rantings and such in this blog?! Whenever I have nothing to do, I visit this blog of mine and read the archives, and I laugh. Just laugh. I'll miss it if I close this little blog of mine.

Then again, it's actually getting hard for me to update this blog since it's got so many entries. Gah. But still. I'm getting really confused...so just to make this a lot better for myself, I'll stay with the blog and still keep my LJ. Nyahaha. What a compromise.

This is my last year of high school, and I really want to make a good performance this time around. I want to make an impact, a good remembrance that will differentiate me from my elder sister. I want to be known as 'Kat', the nice girl who has her own talent, and not just 'Sarah's Little Sister'. I want everyone to know that I have different capabilities, that I can stand without the shadow of my sister around me. I want to prove them I am something more than that.

Well. Talk about major Inferiority Complex banging on. I guess I just couldn't help it. It's already stuck within me, a force bigger than the maelstroms that come to this country. But I really think I am inferior to everyone...and I just want to prove to everyone - and myself at the same time - that I can be better. I can make myself believe that I am not inferior, or have never been close to being one.

Except this day.

It's a major humiliation in my part to walk through the hallways of the main building donning a big, bulky bag whilst classes are going on. It's like there's a huge sign in front of me that says, "I am a Latecomer." It made me feel a lot more inferior, seeing as almost everyone was earlier than me. It was like all the eyes are focused on me, watching my every move. I felt like screaming and running away from there. But I needed to go to school. My grades are at stake.

So...for the first half of the day, I was sulking mad. I didn't like to talk much, didn't like to smile much. I was basically 'bad trip' personified. And because of that, I got a really low score in Economics. Well, based on my standards, anyway. My standard tells me that I must get at least 75% of the total score, or else. 90% and above is excellent, but a grade lower than 75% is certainly a no-no. That's me. Gah. I so wish I am not part of the honor roll, but then again...I like it.

And guess what? I was, once again, the first to correctly finish the hands-on quiz on Computer! Nyahahaha! I am so happy. Not that it's hard or anything, but really, Mr. dela Cruz said the hands-on quizzes would certainly get harder and harder. But, modesty aside, I didn't find it hard. At all. Gah. I just wish my every quiz of every subject was just like Computer. No need to memorize anything at all, just make a program then zap! Finished. Now that I think about it...I could get a job concerning computers. I'm quite...ahem...gifted in that field. Modesty aside once again. Bwahaha.

This is getting too long. Must stop.

Then again, why must I?

I have a lot of things to say. Well...about my dearest, longest, super-ever missed 'kada, the Ajjak. Well, technically, it's been Tajjak for a long time now. Nyahaha. Anyways, I had a chance to talk to my best buds at club time, and boy, did I miss them! For such a long time now, I hadn't really noticed how much I missed those guys...except now. They even remember my birthday!!!! And I (sadly) couldn't remember Aldrine's. Gawd. I am such a retard. But anyways, they still love me for me, and I do hope it wouldn't be the last of our wonderful get togethers, because I do miss them so much. They're my best friends way, way before everyone else. Thanks to them, I'm still here, loving my life and enjoying it.

LJ!

Yahoo! I got interested with LJ once more, and I am proud to say that, at last, I configured it! Nyahahahahahahahah! Not so much as to make my own skin, but what the heck, at least I already configured it to be able to post some decent posts!!!!!! Bwahahahahahahha!!!! Dunno why, but I'm just so damn proud of myself. Bwa. Ha. Ha.

Bwahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Daa! Daa! Daa! I'm Flipped!

Boy, was I Flipped with my newest book: Flipped. I've been keen on getting my hands on a copy ever since I read an article about it. Well...suffice it to say, everything after that is history. I was thinking of buying a second-hand book of it, since I saw lots of previously owned books that looked brand new, but then again, I haven't got much time to search for a copy inside the massive National Bookstore, so I just went for the new one.

The plot is oh-so-simple, but it's absolutely good, too! It just goes like this: When Julianna Baker [Juli] first saw Bryce Loski, she flipped. When he first saw her, he ran. No changes there, until eighth grade. Just when Juli's infatuation wanes, Bryce's starts to kick in.

Nice plot, eh? Nyahahaha...

Then I'm off to buy the Sisterhood series. Well...still don't know if I will exactly buy that or not, but what the heck. I'm going to try it.

And yeah, just like what the subject says, Daa! Daa! Daa! I bought the complete Daa! Daa! Daa! videos...Next up, CCS and/or Fushigi Yuugi.

Happenings yesterday

Went out to bake for our Food Sale on Tuesday. It was...quite unexpected, really. Window-shopped at Gateway, bought Hale. I wanted to buy MYMP as well, but that would be taking too much of my savings. So I just opted to buy Hale. Nice album, really. The writings in it wasn't computerized, mind you. Nice calligrapher. =)

Anyways, I forgot that yesterday was Dan's birthday. Gah. Happy birthday! You're already 16 now. =)

And yeah, yesterday I slept in for awhile, woke up around 11:40 pm and ate a really late dinner. Then, I watched a really good documentary of some sorts. Entitled, Conspiracy Theory: Did We Really Land On The Moon? It's all about conspiracy theorists saying that the Apollo flight to the moon was really a hoax. Hmm...that quite got me thinking. There are so many things that made me believe in that. And perhaps USA just did that because of the competition they had with Russia back then. So now, I believe that men never really landed on the moon.

Snape vs. Snape

Bad Snape

• Severus Snape kills Dumbledore using the "Avada Kedavra, " a you-gotta-mean-it-for-it-to-work Unforgivable Curse.
• Once a Voldemort-lovin', half-blood-hatin' Death Eater, always a Voldemort-lovin', half-blood-hatin' Death Eater.
• He's a master of Occlumency, the "magical defense of the mind against external penetration." Few can see through his lies.
• Despite "trusting" Snape, Dumbledore refrains from appointing his former pupil Professor of Defense Against the Dark Arts for years. The second he gets the job? Death all around.
• Dumbledore admits that being "rather cleverer than most men," his mistakes are "correspondingly huger." Trusting a man who betrayed him before? Huge mistake.
• Harry's been saying it all along.

Good Snape

• Snape must fulfill his do-or-die Unbreakable Vow to protect Dumbledore's would-be assasin, Draco Malfoy--preserving his cover as a double agent. So he reluctantly kills the Hogwarts headmaster only to continue spying for the Order of the Phoenix.
• Dumbledore was ordering Snape to kill him, not begging for his life. He'd never beg!
• Even while battling Harry, Snape reminds him to "keep your mouth shut and your mind closed"--sound advice for his former Occlumency pupil. Plus, Snape has rescued Harry several times--however begrudgingly--and even tells the Death Eaters in book 6 to hold off on killing him, supposedly under Voldemort's "orders."
• Dumbledore trusts him "completely." That's good enough for us.

-courtesy of Entertainment Weekly

Hot 'n' Heavy at Hogwarts

Is Harry Potter the Boy Who Lives...for Romance? He's been spotted ducking his ex, Cho Chang (who reportedly still pines for fly-fast-die-young Cedric Diggory), squiring Luna "Looney" Lovegood to campus shindigs, and canoodling with redhead hottie Ginny Weasley, who recently ditched Dean Thomas. How does Ron Weasley feel about his sis hooking up with his BFF? Well, it's hard to object when your own lips are locked on gal pal Lavender Brown--though there's trouble in that paradise. Was it just enchanted chocolates that gave Weasley the hots for Romilda Vane? Are he and brainy Hermione Granger really spending all that alone time studying? Granger's no stranger to flings (as Viktor Krum and Cormac McLaggen can attest). Look for her to accompany Weasley to the it wedding between his brother and Beauxbatons belle Fleur Delacour, though Granger's reps insist they're "just friends." Only at Hogwarts, kids. Only at Hogwarts.

-courtesy of Entertainment Weekly

Speculations

A HARRY FUTURE
A PROGNOSTICATOR'S PREVIEW
OF THE UNNAMED SEVENTH AND FINAL POTTER TOME

First things Dursley Harry will return to the Dursleys on Privet Drive as he promised Dumbledore. Of Aunt Petunia (his mom's supposedly nonmagical sister), J.K. Rowling told Katie Couric on Today, "There's more to her than meets the eye."

Horcrux of the issue Before a final showdown with Voldemort, Harry must find and destroy as many as four Horcruxes, objects in which the Dark Lord has hidden part of his soul. (Two others were already neutralized.) One Horcrux, the locket Albus Dumbledore and Harry seek in book 6, was swiped by someone initialed R.A.B. -- probably Regulus Black, late brother of Harry's godfather, Sirius. (In book 5, Harry and Co. found "a heavy locket that none of them could open" in Black's mansion.

Hogwarts and all With the headmaster murdered by a teacher -- talk about bad PR -- there's some doubt the school will reopen for Harry's final year. Harry claims he won't be back regardless. But Rowling this month acknowledged there "must be a new" Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, implying classes will resume. Plus, Voldemort might seek the Gryffindor sword Dumbledore said is safely hidden there.

Dead as a Dumbledorenail? The late headmaster had a long tie to phoenixes (he owned one named Fawkes), suggesting the possibility of a return -- perhaps to tell Harry the "thrilling" story he never shared in book 6 of how he grabbed the ring Horcrux. Dumbledore's portrait at Hogwarts is last "slumbering"; Rowling has never indicated how soon portraits begin to animate.

Brotherly love Rowling has said book 7 won't introduce any "major" characters, though previously minor ones may play bigger roles -- including a member of the Order of the Phoenix whom readers "have not yet met properly." Could this be Aberforth Dumbledore, brother of Albus, the Hog's Head barkeep who overheard the fateful prophecy about Harry.

- courtesy of Entertainment Weekly

HBP thoughts

Read the replies inside many forums I've been on, and I still haven't gotten over the fact that Dumbledore is dead. Still lamenting. Like Fawkes.

My copy is still with Maggie, then off it goes to Rachel...then Jeane. I am such a very giving person. Gawd. I just hope it will still be in one piece after everyone borrows it.

Gah.

No classes!!!

Yep. At first, it was declared that Monday would be half day because of, you know, the SONA. Then it was said that it would be whole day. Then, by dismissal, George said 'no classes'. Yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so glad to have just a day's rest.

Tomorrow I'll be going out for the baking. Whoa. I just found out my classmate has the owner of the Chocolate Lovers as his godfather. Whoa. Nice. It would be nice to have someone who owns a chocolate shop as your relative or somewhat related. *Thinks Willy Wonka* Nice. Oh, and yeah. Johnny Depp. *winkwink*

Then again I have to update Scarred. Gah. I've been neglecting it for such a long time. I've been thinking of putting it on hiatus...but then again, I think about it...so much work for nothing. Gah. I so wanted to have a site of my own, yet now that I have it I'm utterly hating it. Gaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Nothing to say

Got nothing to say, actually (hence, the title). But I'm still going to post. And yeah, I'm going to open another blog, which will feature nothing but my blends and stuff. =) Hehehehe... That's all.