Hmm...???

Never really got to see Sugar this day. *sigh* I just hate it when that happens. I do miss him, you know. Mum said that I care so much about him...but do I really? I mean, I guess I do care about him a bit...but not really that much. I guess mum was just exaggerating.

Right?

Come on...I'm not...well...I'm not in love with him now...right???? I can't be! I just...have this massive crush over him that can't be taken away. NOTHING MORE!

But why can't I just stop thinking about him? I was worried sick over him...about what he was actually doing that exact time. Argh! I don't want this to happen - I never did! I hate acting this way!

I am so confused, can't you tell? I'm in the point of being frustrated and angry and worried and light-headed.

Oh, well. What can I do? Life's just like that.

And yeah, saw Spice twice. ONLY twice. I just have this feeling fate wants me to miss the loves of my life. I saw HP just once. Ugh! And it would be very surprising if I see Batman in school. I just hate this.

I'm utterly not doing anything about my supposedly site to be opened. *sigh* I hate myself! Oh, and I researched more about Liam Aiken!!! He is so cute! Too bad I'm a year older than he is...Oh, well. :)

Can't anybody tell me I'm such a girly-girl who's so into guys??????????? I mean, tell me the truth!!!!!!!!!