Argh!!!
Sometimes I just hate him.
Weird, ain't it?
Argh...I just...can't stop myself from feeling this. I mean, yeah, we were practicing, and our classmates weren't listening to him or anyone, for that matter. But then, he was putting this one long sermon like he was some kind of a priest or something when he's not. Well, to tell you the truth, he was wasting more time than was wasted already. Isn't that irritating? We only have one hour of extension per day, and then he's wasting it for what--a sermon?!?!
Goodness, what will happen to our section if this goes on and on? I mean, at least when no one listens, those who are involved with a current scene could still work. But with what he's doing? Well, we couldn't even finish anything. I hate it when he's acting like that. I admit, he is a good leader, a very good leader indeed. But he is overdoing it. And I mean absolutely exaggerated proportions. Don't even talk proportionated now...he is too much!!!
And then I remember--I agreed to become the Assistant Director, and he was the Overall Director. But according to him, due to his tight schedule, he couldn't fulfill his duties and therefore had Joseph to be the new director. Now, it is actually appalling to feel like this. I mean, yeah, I am Assistant Director, but you know what? It's more like I am nothing to the whole thing. He is the director whilst Joseph is the Assistant. I mean, come on, it's not like I could do anything about it! He was acting all high and mighty that I wouldn't dare say a thing. After all, it was for the betterment of the whole mime.
Then again, being out of the whole directing part isn't so good to feel when I was assigned to be the assistant. It was like I wasn't doing my job, when Heaven knows that I'm doing it best as I can. I mean, what the heck am I supposed to do, when I feel like I'm acting out of line when I do something in my part. When I do suggest something, I don't tell him or Joseph directly, but Jam. Why? Because I feel as if my suggestions will all be overruled. It's like they don't accept any suggestion coming from me--and I hate that. I feel out of place when I'm with them. It's like the "Shoo, go away! We don't need you here" feeling that's with me.
I hate it.
I totally do.
Weird, ain't it?
Argh...I just...can't stop myself from feeling this. I mean, yeah, we were practicing, and our classmates weren't listening to him or anyone, for that matter. But then, he was putting this one long sermon like he was some kind of a priest or something when he's not. Well, to tell you the truth, he was wasting more time than was wasted already. Isn't that irritating? We only have one hour of extension per day, and then he's wasting it for what--a sermon?!?!
Goodness, what will happen to our section if this goes on and on? I mean, at least when no one listens, those who are involved with a current scene could still work. But with what he's doing? Well, we couldn't even finish anything. I hate it when he's acting like that. I admit, he is a good leader, a very good leader indeed. But he is overdoing it. And I mean absolutely exaggerated proportions. Don't even talk proportionated now...he is too much!!!
And then I remember--I agreed to become the Assistant Director, and he was the Overall Director. But according to him, due to his tight schedule, he couldn't fulfill his duties and therefore had Joseph to be the new director. Now, it is actually appalling to feel like this. I mean, yeah, I am Assistant Director, but you know what? It's more like I am nothing to the whole thing. He is the director whilst Joseph is the Assistant. I mean, come on, it's not like I could do anything about it! He was acting all high and mighty that I wouldn't dare say a thing. After all, it was for the betterment of the whole mime.
Then again, being out of the whole directing part isn't so good to feel when I was assigned to be the assistant. It was like I wasn't doing my job, when Heaven knows that I'm doing it best as I can. I mean, what the heck am I supposed to do, when I feel like I'm acting out of line when I do something in my part. When I do suggest something, I don't tell him or Joseph directly, but Jam. Why? Because I feel as if my suggestions will all be overruled. It's like they don't accept any suggestion coming from me--and I hate that. I feel out of place when I'm with them. It's like the "Shoo, go away! We don't need you here" feeling that's with me.
I hate it.
I totally do.
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10:37 PM
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