Sugar and Shush

Well...I've been meaning to post this since yesterday, but since I'm only on dial-up and this wretched card gave up on me. So...here I am, after chatting with my mom on YM. *sigh*

Up to now, I still can't stop thinking about Shush (aka HSS or just plain High School). I decided to have 'im named Shush since the first codename I thought of is HSS, and read it backwards and you get SSH, which led me to thinking about shh or shush. So, yeah.

Like what I said, I still can't stop thinking about Shush. Shush has been on my mind 24/7!!!! Gawd...what is happening to me?! It's like he just popped into my world and started circling all over it! Gawd...everything is off-balance right now. I lose my focus, I always think about one person (Gah!) and I can't help but imagining his smile. Argh!!!!!!!! What the bloody heck is wrong with me?!?

I thought at first that this inclination to thinking about Shush is because of what I'd like to call the "Missing Sugar Syndrome", but it isn't! I thought it was because he reminds me of Sugar and such, but now...it seems like everything's about him. I talk about him (a lot), I keep thinking of him (and not Sugar), and I always want to see him! I check on him, wherever he is at the moment, and I just keep thinking about how nice and how...damn irritating he is! Well...in a cute sort of way.

Gawd, I am falling apart!!!!! I need a dose of sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!!!