Spice Alert!

Dunno exactly how to say this but...what the hell is happening to me??????

I am OBSESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To whom???

Who else, but Spice!

OMG, I love him! And I can't imagine why I thought otherwise!

Sugar...well, of course I do love him in a deeper way, but I dunno...sometimes it's just that I can't really reach out to him that I don't even want to try...I hate feeling like this...but it's the way I that I really feel. I mean, I'm torn between crushes that don't even know I exist!!!! Well, Sugar does know, but...he doesn't treat me like I'm someone he could ever like. *Sigh* I hate it... So much I wanna die.

But I love them and I wanna see them so I won't die. Yet.

OMG, I saw Spice do some of his moves in Volleyball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!!!!!